I'm so fucking tired, plus, I have a cold and did I mention I'm tired?

I study from monday to friday from 7 to 10 pm, after work (from 9 to 6), which leaves me only a small fraction of night (until 12:00) to do a little homework, eat and go to bed, I no longer have weekends since they are all for doing homework and forget about sleeping till late or going to parties, since I have to seize every minute of my weekends . I know I asked for this and this is such a big challenge for me, having to study what I like, but I guess I'm human and I'm not perfect, no wonderwoman whatsoever. I'm sick, I have a cold that doesn't make me feel any good while at work, I have some very shit head class mates and my social life reduced to 0, not to mention my friends do (very righteously) demand a slice of my time, but dude, I don't even have it for myself. Thus, I have decided to enjoy the small little moments (like this) on which I can say "yeah, this is such a pleasure", such as taking long baths, enjoying strawberry jam, watching nature (while I can) and FUCKING SLEEPING everything I can, I count every hour I can sleep as a big, big treasure. I sometimes get scared of not making it, like, failing at college or get kicked out of work, I also worry about my physical and mental health, lately I'm getting like really annoyed by the most stupid things and I really don't like that, is not like me.

Just keep your fingers crossed for me, I do what I can, but I guess every now and then I need a little helping hand.